August 31, 2005

argh…

Posted in Uncategorized at 4:05 pm by changisme

My landlord said to me today… couldn’t your mom stay in a hotel or something? I got really angry, although I didn’t show it. I think ti’s the most unbelievable thing. When my grandma went to Beijing, we had her sleeping in my bed because that was the best bed in the apartment, and I either slept on the floor or snuggled with my parents. In my aunt’s place, where there were only one bed, my grandma slep there when she went and my aunt slept in her friend’s house.
 
For awhile there, my old strong-willed self came to me again. I thought, whatever you say, I’d do it anyway, let her stay, see what you can do, hm! That was how I dealt with teachers and parents for the past 20 years I feel.
 
Now that I calmed down a bit, should I be like this still? I’ve grown, not 8 years old anymore. I left our conversation at "we’ll see what happens".
 
ONE WEEK! ONLY ONE WEEK!!
 
calm…down…
 
IT’S JUST REDICULOUS TO THINK OF THAT!
 
calm down~~~
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2 Comments »

  1. Jane said,

    I never seem to get hot angry…just simmering cold anger where I resent the other person…oh yeah, I usually end up doing what the other person wants tho…LOL…maybe you should find out what your landlord\’s concern is and talk about it? I don\’t know her that well but she seems pretty reasonable…

  2. Karen said,

    Dat\’s a good poin\’… aye.. there\’s something nice about being calm~~~


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